five times is enough .. .

this happens every year, i think you've changes & i fall way too fast. and everytime this happens , i ask you "why me?" & you say " you're different from the rest , it's easier to like you , you're not just any girl " & stuff like that . . if i'm clearly not just ANY girl , 'cause you treat OTHER girls better than me . in the beginning you're all good , but NOW - we're done ! or atleast .. . you are . i cry over stupid thing you do, like how you walk away from me , how you can nevertell me straight up & the ways you lose feelings without notice . i asked you so many times , but do you not want me to let go? 'cause honestly , i think i've FINALLY learned my lesson .. . after four years , i've finally realized that I was the one who fell hard . & the sad thing is , i put you above everyone else .. . hahaha , my bad! honestly , i'm so confused . you never callme anymore , never text me , message me - TALK TO ME . none of that is happening , & i'm pretty sure i know why . clearly , you've foundsomebody else . but why keep me around? i know i canjust move on , & never talk to you again . but i need closure , & you never give me any of it what so ever . .. so basically, i'm stuck in like with you . .. . & i hate it !