what's done is done .

tears fall fast as sh!t , when you realize how nothing goes right . the way your ex-boyfriend stares at you with that " you're f'd, wtf " kinda look. i know what i'm doing, i'm not retarded ! the harsh feeling you get knowing that you constantly try fxing something tht's broken, over and over again - but HE doesn't have any intentions to do what so ever . so this is all i gotta say , move on. immaturity got them nowhere , so don't sink to their level, it's time to grow up & face the fact that you're no "lg/lb" anymore. i needed you to be there for me , not just to protect me , i can do that on my own , but it's times like these i really needed you and you don't seem to grasp this concept .. so today ( last night, since i wrote this last night ! ) it was khyn birthday party , yaaay ! mm, it was really fun to be quite honest :) lol , ciara & i almost got lost searching for denzel's house : ( we were literally on the other side of the world ! shooooot , it was so scary , but worth the walk :$ :$ met up with marwin & denzel , walked to park & chilled there with everyone else , said gooodbye then went back to khyns ; draaank , got wild & cried downstairs , then at the bus stop , at edmonds , on the skytrain, the walk to monica's & in monica's bed ! :@ i guess reality punched me in the face last night, great! last night was gay , but i liked it :) haha i'm hella lame, bye !