bananananana .

so i'm sitting here w/ lily lau waiting for jonathan to call :) uhm , yeah . . . i think he's making his sister go to sleep or something, lols . in about six hours we're going to portlaaand ♥ mm, so today , i stayed home & cleaned :$ LAAAME ! but yeah , watched wizards of waverly place marathon ( wizards vs. vampires ) & the movie ♥ ! DAVID HENRIE IS LOVE ! (♥ ) webcam-ed with marwin & denzel LOLS , so gross . pictures WILL be posted :) lols , yaa ! we're gonna shop like no tmw :) " we're gonna shop 'til we drop " says lily lau, whatta fag. .. LOL! i still gotta call ollie trolley , faave LB ! lols , but i'm gonna go because lily chink truong lau is gonna get mad because i called heer a fag , soo godnaaight er'body!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

well! aren't they just the cutest thing's you've seen?

cranberry kery she was good with the goose .

was with a girl name apple, had her once a day . she definitly kept the doctor away, & she had the sweetest pair of kiwi green eyes & juicy lips, i couldnt deny. then there was blueberry julie , she went sour when she heard that i told all my friends about her . see they was cool and they did what it do .

so last night . . martian & i were supposed to play hotel 626 , but no surprise - he pussied out :) so we ended up watch the youtube video of someone playing, goodness,
i thought it'd be worse, the ending car thing creeped the djlasdjla out of me though :$ !!
hahaha , yeah we made new names . . fooot & chin , we come up with the retardedest things
ever . . things that " you have to be there " to understaand, complicated i know ! LOLS :)
so todaaay I went to metro with the lb's + my sister ♥ ollie , khyn, gep & darkness!
chilled in the foood court :$ then went to kawawa to eaaat , hahahs stellar name , eh? ;) Mmmm ,
after we ate , monica , jan , anthony & chloe came by THEEEEN , uh . . .. khyn & kevin left -
so i met up with ollie & darkness aranzaso ( ♥ ) we went around , then BACK TO THE
FOOOD COUUURT! :@ because michael wanted to eat, but ended up buying NOTHING , wooow!
Hahahha , theeen - michael was forcing me to get my piercing 'cause he wanted to see my reaction ,
oh pleeaaaase ! i'm a tough girl ;) ROFLMFAO , totally kidding, i is no buuutch ! Mm, got my second
carti` for siiixteeen bucks, rip off ! but yeeeah , today was goooooot . But then again, today harsh
gave me a newsflash that .. .i need a job , a-sap :$ :$ :$ !

dear jessica,

you've wanted a poem for God knows how long, i'll just do it because you're an LG :) hahaha totally kidding - i lup ju , fob ♥ !

is there a difference between being in love or in like?
it's basically like telling every wrong from it's right .
the undisguisable difference , differenciates the two -
each passing day & my feelings still accrue .
six months & still nothings really changed-
we hardly talk anymore, but who am I to complain.
sending mixed signals though I follow along,
i "stick with the program, " until i'm proven wrong .
you give me a vibe , like my heart is invited.
but theses feelings are more likely to be unrequited .
maybe it's just me, you were the closest thing to real .
judge me if you want but else am i to feel?
i admit at times i expect a little too much ,
six months eight days, and i'm fiending for your touch .
what is this , what can this honestly be .
i can't let go , that i see clearly .


so , really short , really gay . but you didn't give me much to work with ! :@
& made me use my prior knowledge, yeah i lovehate you kinda sorta :)

" is it? "

Now of days , i'm feeling so beat down & stupid. Stupid because the fact that keeping falling over & over again . I thought my lessons was learned each time i kept coming back , but every single time i convinced myself that it's just a misunderstanding, but clearly it's not. You're the kind of guy that's down for his boys , just like i am for my girls . But atleast I knew when it was time to put you first . .. i'm always put second to them , i'm second to everything now of days . you make plans , & i'm excited because in my head - maybe just maybe , i thought you were changing .. but no, you've proved me wrong once more . You never called like you said you would, never talked to me when you said you would , never kept the promises like you said you would , never showed up like you said you would . CLEARLY i shouldn't rely on your word . .. I'm in this phase where i honestly don't know if i should stay . i promised i wouldn't lose feelings, but you make it easy to let go & even harder to stay . you say you'll chill with me, but is that really what you're looking for? i tell you i miss you , man i say a lot & all i get is a you too . . i'm sick of just being just one of the girls . what's the point if all we do is fight? i don't wanna be the girl that's gonna wait around for you to figure out that she wsa there all along , i'm not willing to play that role again. maybe i've lost feelings , or maybe i'm over reacting . but all i know is that this isn't right . i'm alone in a situation where there's no one to talk to , not even you . i'd love to talk this over with you , but i know it's just be a joke . so as of now , i don't know where we stand . .

you know very well, just who you are .

"MY FUNNY" OF THE DAY:
@ the bus stop .

ryle, *on the phone with joes*
me, *in the background singing along w/ biggy*
ryle: HAHAAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHA ! OMG .
me: whaat?
ryle: omg , you! do it again :) JOE LISTEN !
me: juicy?
ryle: OMG! START IT OVER !
me: it was all a dream - i used to read word up magazine ,
salt n' pepper , & heavy d up in the limousine ! (. . . so on )
ryle: HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHA , omg !

REDFOOO & SKYBLUE - honest to goodness, i love LMFAO! music ride played "yes" while we were getting on and i sang along to the whole song ♥ ! pne, waas the iiish . first , we faked monica's stamp ! worked for a few rides , but the asian at crazy beach party got mad , & my sister & monica fought with guest services , so lame! so she just bought the pass :) THEEEEN , marwin came hahaha ! oh , i made new fob lb friends on the pirate shiiip , they constantly told us to "Stfu" :( maaaan , so cuuute ♥ ! got freeee toys from louisa , inwhich marwin kept them :@ hahaha . didn't go on the coaster , starship OR revolation (u) , but it's okay today was fun ! oh , hahahha & marwin if you're reading this, sorry once again :$ ♥ HAHAHAHAHHAHA , fail . mr.i-don't-get-sick-on-rides! well guess what? you did :) hahahhahaha , i'm so mean ! but yeah goonnna go play ffr < 3 byebye .

turn and walk away . ..

i'll leave you alone until you finally come around .
everywhere i went you were the " talk of the town ."
pleeeease, you broke a lot of promises but still you want my trust?
& everytime i fought back , all you did was cuss .
you left me for her on more than just one occasion ,
i thought we were ONE.
yeah , ONE half of the equation .
honestly, be real . if you want me then show me ,
if not i'll be gone , stop tryna control me .
i was always put second to you & " your boys. "
everytime i talked to you , its like there's never any noise .
Seriously, come on . can't you treat me with respect?
instead of treating me like i'm some social reject.
to be honest , you wanted something real & so did i .
but nowhere did you tell that i was the one who'd try.
i'm gone, that's all i'm gonna saaay .
i'm tired of finding reasons why i should just stay .

your life , boy you neeed me in it .

MY DAY :
hahahah , slept 70% of my daay awaaay & when i went into the shower , i thought i put face wash into my hands , BUT it was conditioner & i rubbed it ALL OVER MY FACE ! :( hahahahha , today i've been so out of it :$ so saaad . lols , i hate my life ! everyone was like yelling at me today :@ screw ex-boyfriends ! no joke . Oh yeah , & went to wings , k next paragraph :)

MY BLOG :
mmm , so yeeeah . this is a RANT blog . so 1 , i'm currently hating 1321321321 people ! 2 , don't freaking hate me just 'cause i won't go out with you ! 3 , don't be my friends JUST cause you wanna get with me & then later find out i don't wanna go out with you then HATE ME FOR IT ! oh yeah & marwin empainado , i hate you ! freaking hotel 626 , " interactive game fail . " i swear to god , i was hyperventalating for 45 minutes & too paranoid to even look behind & close my blinds :(

MY &HEARTS;
broken as usual , nothing really new .. . yeeeah , kinda not caring . or atleast trying not to :\

this made my day :). . .

d-d-d-damn , what did I consume?

fallin` too fast , clearly rules don't apply . you got me here watching minutes pass by, wondering when to expect you . ..
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MY DAY :
YEEEAH , woke up extra early today to a bunch of text messages & missed calls at freaking 8:30 ! two from jonathaaan , one from nikko & two from oliver? i think , not too sure . & missed calls from lord knows who ! hahah , mm yeeeaah ! so go up early , showered & got ready for tintin's paarty :) basically was there the whole daay & yeeaah, pretty cuute .

MY BLOG :
" MEGAN FOX'S THUMB ! " that's the most interesting thing i had heard today , courtesy of marwin empainado :) . . honestly , who has time to look these things up? L-A-M-E if you ask mee ! & also , he thinks runescape is - - - - - - - , i forgot the word . but he LIKES IT ! WTH , i played that in what ? GRADE FIVE ! niiiice , how ghetto . online gamer , y'know you're coool wheen ! dota's where it's at , speaking of dota , mega fiend right now ! oh yeah ! i tried some self heating facial thing , sooo goooot . me & the two lb's ( khyn & oliver ) are gonna celebraate pride week by going to one of our houses, bake bake bake & do facials ! :D hahaha & GO TO THE GAY PARADE AND MARWIN'S GONNA GET HIM SOOME NUMBERS :) !

MY ♥ :
is confused :( & i miss him , one more weeeeek ! :D
oh yeah , thiiis made my daay ( below ! )

when all the love just fades away . .

MY DAY :
DOTA ♥ ! omg , new faaave game thanks to cyrel ! :) so yes, spent the day with cyrel . t'waaas pretty fun , first downtown & hunted for a sushi plaace , shortly after went to richmond , boyd to be exact - to watch basketball . THEEEN uh , we went to "DNA" the computer place :$ ha! at first it was the usual, meeebo , facebook & blogger . . but then cyrel wanted me to play DOTA , hahah yuuumm . at first i thought it was warcraft . . until i saw the sign , duuuuh. it's actually really fun , but really gay 'cause i died A L O T ! hahahah , but yeee. went home at 9 , thanks to my mommy . anywaaaays , new paragraph ! :D

MY BLOG :
Mmm , yeeah so I just found out that boys are extremly immature cowards :) no surprise/ 1 , don't spaz out at girls just because they don't talk to you ! 2 , delete me off facebook because "you lost respect, " buddy boy ! you cheated on me, TWICE . Get it together , yo ! my oh my , people these daaays ! hahaha . but on the UP SIDE - Lily Le Truong Lau ♥ is coming with me to portlaaand , yee yeee ! watch out for facebook pics ;) HAHHA , there'll SURELY be alot . zomg , oh yeah some creeep was like on my friends msn and was like creeeeping my facebook and "complimenting me" on my so-called , assets! buddy , you're perverted , LOLS.

MY ♥ :
on the real , nothing's changed . i kinda realized a lot today : i made a lot of mistakes , especially in " love interests." :$ it's not like i regret them , it's just . . i know i won't go back . Honestly , right now , I'm content . I always/used to wear my heart on my sleeve , i gave into love so easily. but now, i'm gonna take my time . I'm glad i've finally realized .

he's the reason .

what do i say - when everything's just going wrong ? i can decieve you with this smile, just acting like i'm strong . .

is it time to let go , am i actually losing hope . to be honest, i don't even know . it's more than just an emotional rollercoaster, this is real. it's hard trying to read someone when all you get from them is nothing, not a word. it seems like giving up is the best thing to do right now . it may not be the easiest thing, but it's for my own good, right? maybe it's because i expected so much from someone that's just "down for his boys." never had i got a late night phone call , cute text message or "romantic-corny-movie-moment." it's not like i need those , but lately that's what i've been expecting, better yet wanting.. . you want a serious relationship , but i just can't see that . i know i overreact, but i'm a GIRL & that's what we do - like it or not . Sorry! i've been treated better and i thought it'd be the same this time, but i feel so unappreciated , unwanted. .. this isn't normal , i never wanted this , but i can't just leave . no matter how hard i try, either way i won't be happy but i'm looking out for ME and my heart . i may be totally wrong , but my feelings overtake the the part of me that wants to not believe any of this .

i know , i know ! " we're not together , so why should i care !" it's not like i haven't been through this before. it's just i'm having high expectations, trying to avoid or let in anyone that just wants to fool around . i don't want my heart to be that toy you want for christmas then slowly get tired of , but if that's all you want , then find someone else because you surely got the wrong girl .

fighting against myself , constantly questioning whether i really mean/meant something to you at all . i can't take it anymore .. somedays you're fine & i couldn't be anymore happier , but days like these - really got me doubting. I stay up all night just to see if you'll come on , because who knows .. all these hours , fighting my sleeep and all i get is a "Hey :) What's up? Gotta go ." conversation . HONESTLY, what's the point of even starting to talk .. i've been holding up fine without talking to you . sure at time's it's nice. But what's the point of practically staying up 'til dawn to get late replies.. . i've clearly prioritized you much too early , i was wrong . My mistake, it won't happen again. it just hurts soo bad to put someone first & get nothing in return . I should have known better, my lesson's have been learned . But you make it seem so easy , i fell much too quick .

So my conclusion is I'll no longer prioritize you ( yet! ) , nor will I stay up waiting for a pointless conversation that just keeps me in doubt. I'll let time pass and if "we" happen, then great ! but if not , no big , just glad it happened . . I won't get to caught up on a guy that's not in-like with me too , it's as simple as that , the end!

beepbeep! oh look now there goes my phone . .

HAIRDYE , wooow . it seems like forever since i dyed my hair :$ pretty weird . but yeaaaah , today i fianlly went out : ) since .. sunday ! hahaha . i didn't chill with friends or anything big, just with my mom & sisters . BUUUT , since today issmy parent's 19th year anniversary , we're gonnabake them cuuupcakes < 3 yee yee . hahaha , REDDVELVET , lol monica ;) yeah , tmw . . wanna go out :D hahaha it's supposed to be one of the hottest days of the weeek , shoot i miss the heat wave :( mm, yeah . ihave to rinse myhair in a bit , 'cause my ten minutes is almost up :$ soo , yeah i'll type as much/fast as i could . yeeee, mmm . . i wanna freaking maaake more money :) i only have 130 in my wallet & 100 still waiting , hahah . aaaah ! my parents didnt even order my birthday gift yet , fml ! they're supposed to get me the fisheye lens , but now i'm just gonna ask for clooothes (L) hahahaha . it takes to long to order and get it shipped cause my parents are NEVER willing to go on the computer & get it :@ so might as well go shopping ;) buuut eh , it's for good use ! :) uuuuh , yeah . cyjew'zales is gonna get me my lomography caam 'cause i got him some points on a game for five buuucks, hahah mega lame but worth it ;) mmm , one more minute left ! wow i type really slow . . . but yeeeeeeah , blogging's fun and all but i'm losing topics to type about , i'll probably start writing random meaningless / meaningful poems like in grade eiiight : ) hahaha , i'm gay . but yeah ! my time's suuurely up , so g'daaay ! blog out ,yo ! < 3

summer got gayer .

HA , fml . lately , i've beeen getting in trouble , ALOT . it's not like i'm doing anything wrong. it's just that , i'm used to going out without notice - therefore : i get in trouble . but onthe real, it's summer . loosen up ! but i swear , lately summer's been gaaaay ! nothing really new anymore , usually just hangwith the lb's , go to metro or what not , how predictable . but hopefully summer gets better this week & forwaard . i'm sorta making plans now, thank GOD! so here it is :

18 : baaabysit (LAAME )
19: chill with the martian .
20 : mm , i forgot :D
21 : i think downtown? LOMOGRAPHY CAAAM!
22 : moonkaa's birr'day & tintin's party .
23 : chill with the martian again!
30 : warehouse saaale !
31 : warehouse saaale !
1 : eaarly bird lockers w/ edward!
2 : noooothing !
3 : khyns bir'daay & pne ! + TONY BAACK FINALLY ♥
4 : stay home ?

& so on has not been planned !

but f'reaal , i'm so tired now of days & i wake up so early : ( hahah . omg , today i had msn caalll with jess ! so funny , though complicated < 3 i really want to go shopping , but ispent majority of my moneeey on foood : $ or buying other people stuuff ! RAAAAH ! so i only have like $240 ? so gay . omg i wanna watch the perfect getaway & final destination 3D ! that's loove , scary movies FTW ! : ) wwwoooow ! tony's a faggot . he's teaching some vieeet girl english & vise versa, so lame . but it made me lauugh , so eeeeh ! shoooot , people wrote on bathroom wall that i'm the bomb , i'm gay & i have big . . y'know whats ! hahahah people there days maaaan . seriously , i think i got uglier . .. hahahaha , sorry . just thought i'd throw that in there . this is mega random , but it's my blog , so what i say goes! : @ hahahahaha . & i found out some PERSONS going out with some gross girl , ewwww ! he met her once , & now it's cyber dating ! EW EW EW ! hahaha everyone thinks shes hot . . it's called camera view , believe me ! lols . what ever , shes not that great from what i hear , but who am i to judge ! if he's happy, then goood for hiiim ! hopefullly he doesnt get hurt in the end , pooor guy ! wow , i'm so lame . .. but yeh , i wanna dye my haaair either darker or lighter . . . don't know which but yeah ! i wanna cut it tooo ! all my layers are getting tooo long :@ really hard to fiiix . oh & schoool , im paranoid . i'm seriously gonna be a loner for the rest of my highschoool liiife ! everyone there are already friends with eachother . once again , i'm the new girl . .. YAAY ! aaaaah ! hopefully i meet people on locker day :) can't wait for volleyball season, probably my only way of making friends hahaha! but i'm done,blog out, yo ! <3

you make me wanna : R-A-N-T !

you're a toool ! no joke , you tell me when we " talked things over " that we both have bad timing . . when i like you , you have some one else; likewise . but how am i supposed to be blamed for that ? when i have someone insight, better yet in a relationship , you're the most AMAZINGEST guy ever . . but when i finally fall you you , you're such a jerk . not saying i had fallen for you this time, i was smart enough to stay away . but , seriously ! you wonder why we haven't work things out again? maybe it's the fact that you're sucha jerk , and when you're not - you're just a flirt ! like it seems like you can never be OKAY with me . maybe it's because you're scared i'll take you away from those other girls . . hokeee there , i'm not a homewrecker , you just fall in-like too easily . liike goodness gracious , ever since our so-called talk , you've been a straight up douche bag ! not to be rude or anything , but that's the nicest word i can use for this situation! & the times you do talk to me . . it's for things like help ! or lame questions . . wow ! honestly , talk to me when you're M A N enough !

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but yeah, my weeks been gay . summer totally ruined ! nothing fun , worse summer by far ! didn't travel , didn't do much . hardly comparable , so yeah . pretty ticked off about that too , plus zero freedom & trust from the parentals , so'yaaa ! LAAAME

blaaahblaaaah,

so yeah , i kinda miss this person more than usual .
& shoooot, it's been like what ? TWO DAYS, hokeee thuuur .
he ruined the end of my summer :@ big time ! hahahaha .
i swear to god i won't be allowed out during schoool ,
" all business , no play " sort of thing . ugggh , well he's coming back
at the end of the month , though . . i'm leaving ! D: hahaha ,
i seriously do NOT want to leave , because

1. artizia warehouse sale .
2. he MIGHT be back .
3. i think there's a party?
4. other things possibly ! hahaha .
5. oh, pne ! HAHAHA

yeah . .. i spent most of my birr'day money on food ! SHOOOT ME NOW !
& yeah , on other people :$ but i still have $300 ? i think , or at least i hope
hahahah ! lame . but yeah , sofar life's been mega boring . lately i've beeen
with my L-bizzles-eff-eff , theeey've been great - but summer's just died down
a couple nautches ? agreeed? Y'SIIIR ! mhhm , first maaniga is on freaking lockdown,
tony's goooone , everyones beeen all lazy or something and yeah ! hahah ,
summer was better LAST WEEEK . i still have so much left to do on my list :$
it's kinda insaaaane in the membraaane ! & i'm kindaangry about last nights
incident , btw ! thaanks jan :@ maade it worse, but then again better ! HA , so that's
a some-what sarcastic/sincere thank you :) mm'yeah ! i just am reeeeal
sleeeeepy , mad , upset , hurt & bored : combinedd ! shoooot , but i is gonna go
to bed now ,
blog out , yo ! ♥

my used to be .

wooow , this week was intense .

saaturday : china fireworks , they were goood ! but me & monica had difficulties with boys - laaame !

sunday : uhm , went to wings with the faam . & right when i got home tony asked me to go with him there ! :@ hahaha .

monday : biiir'daay party & sleepover . amazing daay : ) thanks for the gifts , btw ! especially the flowers :$ shooooot !

tuesday : went to metro , jonathan b's friends baarbecue & theeen joyce pizza ! then mon's .

wednesday : metro AGAAIN :$ chilled , & what noot , then hooome .

thursday : today ! boringest day yet ! at home , babysitting :$ ugh ! oh , & have fuun in sf , jonaathaan :) reading & make-up day ; MONDAAAY ;D

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blogging tiiime :
so i found out A L O T this week , first - my kinda bestfriend likes me D: really interesting . . along with my previous's, yes PLURAL ! mr.forget-his-face & mr.big-shot-cool-kid-junkie ! :@ freaking , big shot wats me to go away , i'm not going to - SORRRY. i'm not gonna be like how i used to be . it's laaame , i used to runaway from it but not anymore . . .

Tony :S

I hate Tony, he's literally homo! .. With Brandon! Wtf's this ! Yesterday they were on the freaking skateboard together, than another day they were going on a date to wings! Hahahaha , ew!
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last night . . .

so last night , we went to the fireworks , more like yesterday afternoon . me , anthony , eddy , jarren & mon met at metro then went to fireworks . for some weird reason the guys were being weird . .. first my besfriend cried : ( & then i texted him , and he was like " i'm coming back," uhm why'd you leave!! D: then i tried helping later on that night and he was just giving me so much attitude . . so whatever , i d k !

when HE came , i was happy . 'cause i thought maybe it would have been different.. but surprise, surprise , he randomly leaves.. again ! like ommmmg , then when he gets backhe expects me tobe all happy ? not gonna lie, i liked his random hugs , but at that point it wasn't enough . . i'm tired of always being the one to wait around. . then we didnt talk all night 'cause he was busy with germaine , no big ! until SHE came to sit with him,like shooot ! you caused so many problems already , gimme a break ! during the fireworks he moved beside patrick , basically sitting with her.. hoookay , i'm SOOhappy at this point, naaat! he freaking dissappears and is MAD at ME , i didn't do anything .. . i tried fixing it , & seeing what was wrong , but he didn't tell me & hejust said , " oh, nothing ." so in my mind, i thought maybe he's just bored?

but yeah , after the fireworks i made new bestfriends , khyn , ejay & michael . khyn was a jerk & ditched me for ejay , so i stuck with michael . then we all just came togehter . . hahahha , fail . went to mcdicks & saw anthony, jan , tyrone & the rest . i came up to anthony & started telling him what's going on , half way through my story i start balling my eyes out , so embarasssiiiing ! lols , but whatever . he dealt with it well , & jan TRIED making me laugh , along with khyn & michael . haha , but HE showed up & i hid between them, hahahaha ! ffuuuunny funny ! then we went to burrard, but came back cause my sister! :@ while we waited kevin needed a drinkso i gave him dr.pepper. there was a lot , so we all drank some , while i was drinking , khyn made me laugh so i spit it out & chocked onsome so iwent to the curb. a cop came up to me & GRABBED it outta my hands !
cop: GIMMME THAT
me: . . .it's a dr.pepper. .
cop: * smells it * what are you guys still doing here ?
me: waiting for my sister 'cause she's meeting us here . .
cop: you guys better not be drinking there !
me: uhm , i know . why would we. .
and then she left , hahaha !

like shoot lady , chiiill! while my sister and i were waiting , HE texts me . . like wtf! cant talk while we were on the phone all you can say is whatever! and brushing it off like its no big ! this was our convo :

him: where are you?
me: going home . .. why?
him: aloooong apology , to lasy to type it out .
me: i'm sorry too , shouldn't have payed more attention to them ?
him: no you didn't do anything it's my fault , i never really got jealous of anyone . . etc.
me: we could have just talked it out , 'cause when you don't it hurts me more than it's supposed to because i never know what i did . .
him: i'm sorry , it's just really hard for me to do , i feel weird .

& SOO OOONN ! it's really emotional , but i gotta go . kbye : )

Brand new..

I've been changin' up my game in different ways, but you seem used to it. The things I do, I do for you but damn you still ain't feelin' shit. I tried to be a better girl, the baddest chick you've ever met. But still it didn't catch your attenion not even a little bit.